Introduction

So college actually ISN'T the greatest and most happy and fun time of my life...And even though I am in "creative"majors, the classes DULL my creativity and completely DIMINISH my motivation. I'm not sure what that says about me... But I see it happening right before my eyes. There are few things I find joy in these days... And one of the few things I do know about myself and what does make me happy is that dressing up on a daily basis (no, not always heels, and fancy dresses...). Dressing in something that reflects my mood, and makes me feel better, and feeling pretty helps me. It really does. And it's sad that I have lost this in college. Because...Sometimes, dressing in all black with a slick ponytail and black leather boots and thick eyeliner just lifts a shitty mood and not to mention, makes me feel sexier.

If you knew me in high school, I used to dress almost every day in heels and in strange "mismatched" clothes and makeup. But hey, it worked. I know it, and many people told me that it did as well! Did you know... I had 37 fucking pairs of heels!!! and like 2 flats. it was ridiculous... what happened to that now, you ask???

COLLEGE.

Simple and so.... oh sooo UN-sweet. I tried to keep up my outfits freshman year, I REALLY did. But walking on this huge campus absolutely covered in bricks, with over 30,000 people, was just soooo irritating. Not to mention the lack of tiem and energy I had to get ready! I was so sick my freshman year (almost every other week I was really sick)... I USED to give myself at least an hour or more every morning in high school to get ready each morning. And here I am... my 3rd year in college... completely depressed with my major choices...wanting to switch colleges completely.. and feeling stuck beyond belief!! All I'm really trying to do here is keep myself sane. Maybe by doing something that I know will make me feel better, I can start to sort some other things out...

So here's what's going to happen....
1) I'm going to try to post everyday with my outfit (back to my old--non college--style)
2) Post any info I get on cheap beauty/clothing products and possibly reviews (I would have loved for some people to let me know some of the stuff I do now...)
3) Post some inspiration! (And happy things!!! to counteract this college depression!)
4) Take commissions/post my work on costumes and clothes that I make.
5) YOU! Should totally let me know what you think!!! Tell me your own stories!! :)


IF YOU HAVE any OTHER ideas related to these, that you think i could do successfully, please let me know!! i really need an outlet...